Today is the first day of my new blog.. Conversion to the Darkside. haha.. I could not think of a more creative name, so.. here it is in a nutshell.. My journey into the wonderful world of the swinger lifestyle. I will try to be as accurate and descriptive as possible.. LOL.. Names and places will be changed to protect the innocent.. hahahha.
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ReplyDeleteI will begin my blog by saying that I have just entered into this arena within the past few months. It has taken me on ups and downs and I have reached heights of such euphoric magnitude that I can't really explain. It all began when I met my male friend, we will just call him "Happy Pants", protecting the innocent. lol. I met him on a dating site approx 9 months ago. At first of course.. "HP" did not make me aware of his little secret side of sex.. although.. it did NOT take long for it to surface. lol.. thank goodness.. hahah. Now it seems as though it is all out there nothing left to hide and it is now time for exploration and not hiding the facts. We began slowly at first..talking about it hear and there. and just a little rough sex. then it escalated into a "somewhat" 3 way with a friend of mine.. we will call.. " sad Pants".. and we felt sorry for her sexual deprivation issues.. so alas..she was naked in my bed. hahah.. That did not end up so splendidly.. as, I felt that my jealousy got into the way.. I am working on that.. dont be surprised if this jealousy issue reappears regularly. Baby steps right? hahhaha. But, that did open the gates to a whole new ballgame for me. We dappled here and there. And tried to find others to "play" with.. although.. I have my rules and standards too. I did NOT want to be with someone that HP is regularly sleeping with already.. and I didnt want it to be any of MY friends of course.. People talk.. hahah.So.. it was a bit of a dry spell until Halloween party time.. My FIRST swinger party ever. and I must say it was an event to remember. heheheh. It took place at a Hotel. and of course the entire hotel was swingers.. heheheh.. a still giggle at that word. lmao.. I was dressed up in my costume and dancing away.. until the hot tub.. yikes that was an adventure.. I was very insecure with my body in front of all the other nudies in the tub.;. but.. HP reassured me that it would be fine.. and it was.. he is quite often right about these things. LMAO. We did quite a bit of fooling around in the steaming water, at one point I though HP may be drowning he was under water for so long.. not that this gal is complaining mind you.. heheh.. I assure you he is alive and well. afterwards he did manage to convince me to do a public display of sexuality that I never could have imagined doing. But, I must say.. the atmosphere in that place is intoxicating and you just manage to go with the flow. I will say, as I pat myself on the back and pat HP on the top of the head..which is the angle he was at.. hehehe.. we did a fine freaking job. as we got a wonderful round of applause upon completion.. His other moniker that I gave him is the Vagina Whisperer.. but for blogging purposes he shall remain HP.. I will continue with my next experience on my next post..
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